Инстаграм Тиффани Альворд (Tiffany Alvord)

✨ Just princess leia-ing around.. ???????? What if we made a village & live Tarzan style in the trees!? ???? (with a pleather of twinkle lights of course!) Anywho, have an amazing Monday!

✨ I started writing “if I could” when my dad was downstairs slowly becoming a shell of himself as the cancer took over. I just wanted to hold his hand so tight that I could see where he was going. I wanted to take his pain, just understand WHAT death was. -So I had this idea of how I wish I could see him up in heaven. And I wished I could just lead him into the transition like sending a kid off to school. To see him at the gates and wave goodbye and know he got there safe. -Two months after his passing as I’d sit and play this song I finally just sang something that hit SO deep. 1. He said he didn’t want any of us (in the family) to be sad or sulking.. and to truly live our lives to the fullest.2. I had this deep feeling and visual of what it’d be like to sit beside him. And to see what he’d say. And as tears were streaming down my face I almost laughed because with my dads humor he’d say:“Why are you crying? It’s amazing up here.. I feel bad for you down there. And we’d both laugh. And I had this moment were when I think of him out of pain and suffering, if I imagine him singing and dancing. If I KNEW the world he was in THEN I could let go. And though he’s no longer here it made me believe that he’s somewhere wonderful. So whether an afterlife exists or not.. to me, he’s so rested, so at peace, so happy. And he feels sorry for still here on earth.So it might sound cheesy but this helped me transcend my sadness and fears into a higher belief and in that belief he’s sitting in blue skies heaven watching over me eating his favorite burrito from Del Taco. ✨???? If you want you can play the song as it’s out now everywhere. It’s off my album “Phone Call to Heaven”. It’s all about wishing I could see my dad happy & healthy in heaven. I hope it gives you some peace as well ✨Side note: This clip is from my music video “If I could” and it was cool to shoot because it was the search for finding pieces of my dad. Seeing him in the clouds or the pictures or the memories. Because he’s everywhere I look ❤️If you read this to the bottom, THANK YOU, for listening to pieces of my heart and I adore you.

“but I am closer than I was yesterday” ???? I LOVE THIS! ???? Today I’m recording a new original song called “Blue”. So in honor of that, here are some blue quotes I love and some blue eyes. ???? ???? As far as being closer than yesterday; I encourage you to focus on the strides and effort you make every day vs any setbacks, even if it feels slow or impossible. It’s the tiny steps, it’s all the little decisions every day that add up to getting where we’re going. ????So little by little, one step at a time, you’re doing great my loves! Life is hard but, you’re strong and infinitely capable. ????

✨ Oh how lucky am I to simply exist.. ???? The older I get; the more gentleness and appreciation I have for the vast variety of emotions we get to experience in life. Instead of running from my emotions I’ve been sitting with them, to feel all there is to feel. But at the end of it feeling SO grateful that I get to be human and live a full rich life of experience.. so much so that it breaks me, and guides me, and transforms me. It makes me wonder how I’ll feel in 40-50 years time. If I’ll keep on tracking of finding appreciation through it all and how tender it’ll be looking back at all the different seasons that made me me. And for now, of all the things I’ve learned; I truly love love all the little beauties that surround me on the daily. And a very very consistent high is nature and how it fills my soul to the brim. ❤️

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