I don’t want to make a big statement as feelings move and time does it’s magical thing. Last April I was expecting my 3rd and suddenly I wasn’t. And this year I was expecting a child and this morning I am not. For anyone going through it, the feelings of hope, joy, love, fear, disappointment and heartbreak are very very real. I wish I had shared some of the joy instead of following this unwritten rule of keeping things secret to, in the end, be left to deal with the pain and loss in silence. Time is a great healer but I also think vulnerability is too.